posting

its been a while since i last post. not like i dont have an interest 'thing' happend, but i just dont know what to write about.

reading out frens blog is my new interest since i had my internship. in utp back before, i remembered the only blog that ive read is abrak, chuna and z and mira blog. how i changed. i noticed there are a lot of emotions i can get when i read on someone's blog or even the comment that their frens post. sad, joy, plain, sweet, bitter, all that i learned when reading people's blog.

back to my new blog posting. i have searched entirely for what should i write about in my new post. is it going to be music review (bittersweet album), movie review (mukhsin, 300, bridge to terabithia, primeval), week that i had review (internship, frenship), event review (nokia you make it reel live performance at rum jungle, klcc), my unnoticed feeling that i newly found (melancholic, harmonic). what should i post? i kept thinking of it for about a week and a half, but i still couldnt find it.

in a situation not finding a topic to make a new post, i kept reading my fren's new post in their blog (chuna, zac, raje, ain, apis, and even aizat). I even read blog that i have never read before (jep, kril, aizat, mahen, redzucan, findbooboo-cat missing in cyberjaya, afdlin shauki-sumolah, junk-dunno who, nizam oag, joe-underground music peps, sanjaya malakar-american idol 5) and somehow, i noticed that there are actually thousands and even millions topic that we can talk about. from politics, lifestyle, fashion, meals, activity, news, sports, entertainment and the list goes, the sky is the limit; all can become a topic for a post. but i still cant find one that make me want to write about.

i did have blog before, at myspace blog, but later i stopped. i think that doing blog is kind of similar to keep a diaries or journal of our life. and believe me, i dont even once have a diary since i was little. i didnt even learned how to keep a topic from being discussed between frens, everything must be told to others. but tend to be gradually mattured, i learned how to keep secret, how to keep our feelings and sometime how to hide our feelings to others. and i guess thats why people do blog. to let out what they experienced, what they joyyed, what they feel inside, what they think about others. its kind of a conversation being made between frens. that's wat i newly discovered.

and all that have made me think that i should live my life like i was little. try to share my experience, my joy, my sadness, my feelings with others that are actually my frens. why shouldnt i? why couldnt i? i am 20 now, and later in 3 months ahead, i am 21. i should enjoy my life as much as i could. and next year, i would be graduating, later find a job. than i just couldnt imagine my life with no time to blog, with no time to be fren with people. and for that i found a reason to blog.

p/s- kind of stupid thing to post. HaHa.